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Friday, November 21, 2008

You know,
at some point of my life, i wonder whether i had abused the trust given by my mother.

I wonder if my mother wasn't that lenient to me, had been more stricter to me, had not trusted me that much, would i ever start a boy-girl relationship at all in the past? Then i would be like my elder siblings, first and only love in their entire life. Wouldn't that be so cool?!

At times, i regret so much on why i ever had stupid monkey loves before. I regret so much on why i just accepted any boy who wanted to be with me. I regret so much on why i had ex-es in the first place!

But i realised, i've learnt from my mistakes and all these past experiences widen my horizon much much better. Nothing beats a real life experience right? And once you start it, you can never stop.
Also, i came across a quote: To get over a man IS to be with another man.

Contradicting much?
Don't bother to understand my blabber cause i, myself don't. Ha. Ha.

Love idah.


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