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Thursday, February 19, 2009

I was feeling down yesterday.
Well, not cause of him but cause of some jealousy, envy. Too personal to be typed down here. All i know was it made my morale so freaking low till i felt so unattractive and ugly.

But i realised that i have to learn to accept just the way i am. Learn to just be happy with who i am. Even if nobody is able to appreciate me, i will be basking with confidence and love just the way i am. Well, i'm just being me.

I needed some motivations and words of encouragement. Shahrin was a great one indeed. Khairul was even better. Hahah! With his so-not-romantic ways, i know he's just being brutally honest and original. Don't ask me why i seek them only okay. Haha! But he totally cheered me up somehow. Not with the typical sweet and cheesy words btw. *winks*

Anyway i dreamt of something this morning. I dreamt of my mum gotten super old and fragile. And i was the one taking care of her. The one to be holding her hands and be her support everywhere she goes. Hahaha! Insyaallah, i will try my best to be there for her. And while we were in the bus, i saw this familiar guy in school. So we chit chatted for a while. It's just super weird that he was in my dream somehow. -_-''

Okay mates. All the best for exams, starting tomorrow.
And.................................WE CAN DO IT! =)

Love idah.


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