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Monday, March 23, 2009

I'm kinda sick the past few days. Am down with flu and cough. But oh well, who cares anymore eh. Neither him nor him. But i'm still gonna pretend to be okay so i can go for the pit today and chalet tomorrow. Hehehe!

Actually i'm kinda unhappy.
I used to turn to someone when i'm unhappy with him. But not anymore, i guess. I have to wake up that he can't be there for me always. I have to realise that he has a life of his own. I am happy for him. I should and must, in fact. And all those past talks that we used to share about *inserttopics* should be erased cause i don't think it's possible anymore. Okay yeah. I know nothing is impossible if my God wants it to happen. But seeing things like this, we should think twice or even thrice again. I think he is tired of my awful treatment that i give only to him. I won't forget someone like him who treats me so well even though i always go against him. Well, cause i would like to see him get angry with me but so far, he never gets angry though. And all the more i would try. Haha. I'm so mean. -_-''

I'm gonna miss those times when we were freaking close. But i gotta let them go cause he can't treat me like he did as i'm gonna be just one of his many friends.

Yeah. A very nice person that alot of girls can fall for although he always tell me that he is an evil guy. -_-'' And i wish him happiness in his life always!

And now, i will really try to get independent in terms of emotionally.

It's okay. Today will be a better day. Yessa!

And people, yes. I'm born on 29 March 1991 okay. Haha.
But i really don't feel anything. Like so what gitu lor.

Love idah.


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