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The Writer.
Shahidah Ismail. True to life, true to me. I love clouds and sky gazing. Email | Multiply |
Friday, April 24, 2009
This is something i truly look upon to. That's why i don't really judge a person at first sight. And also the reason why i won't really hate a person. I would just don't like or prefer only. Serious. I'm not joking. Although i do give a cold shoulder to them, when times call upon to work together, i put all of those bias feelings aside and do my job cooperatively. Although i once did say ''i hate you'' to two people in the past, it was just a moment of damn anger. And now, we're fine i guess. Hahaha! =) Even though people hurt me in the process to get a someone or hurt me and be with someone else, i just can't seem to hate them you see. Well, maybe at that point of time i bear the grudge on them. But as years went by, the grudge just happen to lose by itself. Just like whatever is happening now. Whenever i see them, i'll just give them a smile. And of course, it is a sincere one okay. Well, as they say in order to move on, learn to forgive. I don't really have to forget about it if i can't. But i do try to forget it cause i don't wanna be remembered of negative things in my life. So that's why i would feel somehow weird and awkward if someone know me as someone's ex. I just don't prefer to be known as that, you see. I mean it's already bad that people know me as a particular person's ex. I feel so..uncomfortable. Yes! That's the word. I would prefer to be just known as someone's friend rather than ex. It failed so miserably and i don't wanna be reminded at all. Maybe i just don't like my name to be connected to any guy's name. Macam geli. Hahhaa! What a way to describe but yeah. I know it's perfectly nothing but please don't remember or recognise me as someone's ex. I know it IS the fact and i can do nothing to change it but just remember me as a friend's friend would be nice. Please note, i'm not angry or pissed. Just getting a little uncomfortable here okay. =) And tomorrow, i'm gonna render my help to the kindergarten. =D Love idah. |