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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

There's alot of things i wanna post and all of them don't make me feel nice. So do bear with me okay. Or better still, don't even bother to read okay.

One:
I really like to see couples and being happy together. And then, they would blog about the other and being so mushy/cutey and stuffs. Haha. It just makes me happy for them. And at times, it does make me envy. Hey, envy is a positive form of jealousy okay. So note the difference! So yeah. I wonder isn't it scary? Isn't it scary to love someone wholeheartedly? Cause you'll never know what's gonna happen in the future. It might just end in the bad way which can be a totally unexpected thing. Especially during the teenagers period. It's very very hard to make it last when you yourself are finding your true self. So that's why i totally salute those couples who last since secondary school and have gotten married to each other happily.

Two:
Isn't it scary to meet the one?

Three:
I feel lost at times. I've been trying to find the door but somehow, i feel like i'm caught in a maze. I got super confused and scared which makes me wanna just stay at the spot. The angelic side of me told me to get out before everything gets too complicated but the devilic side of me told me to stay, just stay and see what happens. But how can i witness everything without feeling anything huh? I tried to be a robot though but i failed..

Anyway sorry kinah for this emotional post. Haha. It's just a temporary thing okay. Don't fret too much.=)

And looking on the positive side, i'm gonna enjoy my water therapy today. I hope it helps! Wanna say i'm going for a swim, not really. Cause i can't swim. Haha! Let's just say i wanna play play with the waters there. =D

Love idah.


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