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Shahidah Ismail.
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements?
I'm giving up!
I don't wanna miss anyone anymore.
The feeling just..
hmm..sucks?
especially if......................
And i don't wanna know anything anymore. I had enough of knowing more than what it seems. I had enough!
I guess some people change,
and some things will just never be the same again.
Such things happen ONCE in your life.
You can only feel it ONCE, see it ONCE, go through it ONCE.
Other than that, it's just memories.
Even no matter how many times you try to make it happen again.
Act it out? Plan it out?
It would NEVER be the same again..
so treasure it.
And i've been feeling so tired and lethargic.
I think i'm tired cause i had not let my hair down for so long. I am not relaxed ever since i finally realised how important my friend is to me and the existence of the problem. I am always on my feet, thinking. I want to stop thinking cause it is not benefiting me at all. I really want and need a break. I feel so weak and emotional. Hais. I feel like crying but cannot, i must be strong for myself..
Bye.
Shahidah is a loser.