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Sunday, June 14, 2009

After the talk with bff on the phone, i realised how narrow the road is getting. How narrow the chances are getting. How difficult it is getting for me to go against everything i heard.

How can all the personalities that i have been wanting in a guy and who's weaknesses or undesirable attitudes which i can NEVER tolerate in a guy be in a person?

And the undesirable attitudes are not very simple things that you can just brush away. They are those whom i can never imagine myself with. Those which i always pray to Allah swt, never send me one with such attitudes cause i once said to myself, i won't stand any of them at all. But i realised saying it and actually really doing it are two totally different things.

I'm a lil confused now. Maybe i'll sleep soon so that tonight will end. And tomorrow will be brand new day spent at the zoo with 4PM mates. I can't wait!! =D

Love idah.


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