`The rest is still unwritten. (:

Friday, June 12, 2009

Hehe!

I feel kinda ticklish cause i came across orang atas' blog very unexpectedly. Well, i don't expect a guy like him to have a blog. So that's why i'm very very shocked when i saw his blog sey. Hehe!

Anyway today was kinda busy day for me. I just started the sewing of my laptop cover. Haha! Yes, some of my friends might have already finished their end product. But me? I just started just now. Hahaha! Ini lah kes budak rajin sangat nya sangat. And so far, i just finished my pocket. Still a long way to go. =D I hope seeing the end product would be satisfying though. If not, i'm gonna knock my head against the wall.

I wonder how is it possible for a guy and girl can be bestfriends like totally. Especially if one used to have feelings for the other. Or even worse, both used to have feelings for one another. What is the definition of bestfriends to a guy huh? To girls, or maybe just me, bestfriends mean people who totally understand you and can read your mind and never judging you. And also, they would keep you from falling and always be there for you in bad and good times. And also, be sincerely happy for each other if they have someone new.

So how can we be bestfriends when we get jealous that the other has someone new in her/his life? Are we complicating and messing our lives? And worse, are we being fair to that someone new?

To me, i find it kinda difficult to differentiate concern from a guy besfriend and from someone special. I've been living a life with girlfriends ALOT and it's rare that a guy would show me tooooooo much concern than what a normal guy friend would. Well, partly also because i have this mindset that only the special one could understand me in, out, top and bottom. Due to this mindset, i always stray away from guys who try to get close to me too much. No guy friend should know me more than he should. But one knows too much of me, way too much than i could ever allow...

Sorry if i'm being toooo conservative in this matter. But that's just how i'm brought up.

Akan kah berakhir semua rasa yang telah tercipta..
Di dalam benak ku dan di dalam asa ku?

Love idah.


The Writer. Shahidah Ismail. True to life, true to me. I love clouds and sky gazing. Email \| Multiply Friends. Azyan Atiqah Elly Farah Syafiq Addiction. Heart - Britney Spears Music Playlist at MixPod.com Thank you. Layout & css by:kynz gerl IMAGES:images Blog contents copyright © 2009-2009	Friday, June 12, 2009 Hehe! I feel kinda ticklish cause i came across orang atas' blog very unexpectedly. Well, i don't expect a guy like him to have a blog. So that's why i'm very very shocked when i saw his blog sey. Hehe! Anyway today was kinda busy day for me. I just started the sewing of my laptop cover. Haha! Yes, some of my friends might have already finished their end product. But me? I just started just now. Hahaha! Ini lah kes budak rajin sangat nya sangat. And so far, i just finished my pocket. Still a long way to go. =D I hope seeing the end product would be satisfying though. If not, i'm gonna knock my head against the wall. I wonder how is it possible for a guy and girl can be bestfriends like totally. Especially if one used to have feelings for the other. Or even worse, both used to have feelings for one another. What is the definition of bestfriends to a guy huh? To girls, or maybe just me, bestfriends mean people who totally understand you and can read your mind and never judging you. And also, they would keep you from falling and always be there for you in bad and good times. And also, be sincerely happy for each other if they have someone new. So how can we be bestfriends when we get jealous that the other has someone new in her/his life? Are we complicating and messing our lives? And worse, are we being fair to that someone new? To me, i find it kinda difficult to differentiate concern from a guy besfriend and from someone special. I've been living a life with girlfriends ALOT and it's rare that a guy would show me tooooooo much concern than what a normal guy friend would. Well, partly also because i have this mindset that only the special one could understand me in, out, top and bottom. Due to this mindset, i always stray away from guys who try to get close to me too much. No guy friend should know me more than he should. But one knows too much of me, way too much than i could ever allow... Sorry if i'm being toooo conservative in this matter. But that's just how i'm brought up. Akan kah berakhir semua rasa yang telah tercipta.. Di dalam benak ku dan di dalam asa ku? Love idah.