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Shahidah Ismail. True to life, true to me. I love clouds and sky gazing. Email | Multiply |
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I'm trying my very best to still be optimistic about life. Yes, very! And when i'm out, i would suck in the fresh air and just enjoy the sunshine on me. It just lift my spirits up naturally. And i like it like that. =) Yes, although most times, my mind would be thinking how is he, what he is doing and all, but i'll just tell myself ''It's okay shahidah, it's really okay. He just don't love you that much and don't worry, things will definitely get better!''. And this words of encouragement i always give myself gives me the boost to still be happy with other things. For now, love seems so faraway for me to catch. Love just gotta be out of my sight for now. I just wanna be a great teacher and do well enough for everything that is happening in my life. I just wanna be someone successful academically for now. That's my only goal. I will heed mum's advice to just concentrate on studies and think about relationships later on. Yes, i will. Things happen for a reason. I truly believe in that. Meanwhile, be strong for whatever may come. Wow shahidah, you're grown wiser and stronger. For that, i'm so proud of you! *winks* Love idah. |