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Saturday, July 18, 2009

I've come to a stage where i realised that whatever the elders told me to not think about relationships yet at a young age is really getting into me.

I realised that now is not the time to get involved in a relationship at all. Now is the time to know myself better and make the best out of me. Now is the time to have pure innocent fun with friends. Now is the time to open up my mind and grow up. Now is the time to decide who and where i wanna be in few years down the road. Amidst all these, being in a bgr is not really a good idea.

Cause you know what?

People will change as they grow up. So making promises to each other just means making promises. They are not guaranteed in our life. Not when we don't know what the future holds. Not when we are changing. Our feelings, perceptions and thinkings.

But i don't regret making blunders in the past. Because they shaped me into what i am today. Yes, i know most times, i kept lamenting my unfulfilled love stories. But i think it's just me, a sensitive and emotional person. Cause i know i will get back up again one fine day.

Since you can't make a person wake up to see what's wrong with it, then just let that person experience it and let him or her learn the mistake by himself or herself. I think that's the best way for a person to learn which is to experience it yourself.

You can't stop a person so let him or her get the taste of it. =)

I know Allah swt is fair.

Anyway people might disagree with me. But this is what i get after thinking too much about what mistakes i had done till i'm in and out of love more than i can ever handle. I'm giving up the rest for now, till i feel true eternal love has arrived.

Love idah.


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