And it was nice to let out everything to someone face to face. Like seriously. And i know Saadah won't be judgemental about it. =) Also, she don't really know who exactly is him. I'm quite relieved. After the whole story telling, i felt somehow better.

Ya know, actually i just don't want a friend to tell me to say he's a jerk or i deserve someone better. Only I can say that, not my friends. So that's why i never wanna disclose too much of these to any of my friends. I just want a listening ear and that's all. And i want that friend who listens to me to not be judgemental about anything at all. That's all. So that's why i'm hiding this blog of mine from everyone except Nabilah. I'm not ready yet. I hope my friends understand me.

Anyway moving on, yesterday's swimming lesson was AWESOME much. Hehe! I love it, love it, love it! I hope i can swim well enough. So can action abit to my friends who kept saying that i'm useless in water. Hahahahah! But of course, i know they don't mean it ah. I know they love me still. Haha! I'm so happy that i'm not scared of water anymore and at all. Like damn cool ah. =D I hope next week's lesson would be easy peasy for me. Hehe. *winks*

Love idah.