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Monday, August 24, 2009

I don't know why i'm being random the past few days. But somehow, i wish i have the capability to be able to study overseas. I wish to spend my years growing up in a foreign country and return to Singapore with more confidence, intellectual and poise. I wish to prove to my father's relatives that Mohamad Ismail's daughter is doing very well. I wish to experience a new and incredible life out there. I wish to be able to take care of myself well enough that my parents don't have to worry about me that much. I wish to prove that a small girl who wears scarf, just like me, is able to handle anything in life like anybody too. Cause size doesn't matter.

I wish to come back here and laugh at all my silly and heartbreaking past for believing those guys. I wish to start anew here when i'm back with a fresh and big hope with true friends and loved ones still staying in my life till my deathbed.

Anyway, those are all just wishes. Whether they will come true or not, i'll think about them again. In the meanwhile, i'm just gonna try to do my best in everything i'm in now and hope for the best in the future. I'm driven to make the best out of me, my only motive in life now.

And anything will be possible with God's willing, always. =)

I've deleted all those pictures. *winks*
Just remember, i won't hate anymore. Hmm..disgust maybe? =)

Love idah.


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