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Saturday, August 29, 2009

I'm quite in low spirits right now. Shruggs~

I really question my capability as a tutor. I don't think i can do a good job out of it and help my tutee. Yes, i know it's too fast to judge my capability since it had only been 5 sessions. But i'm getting really really worried for this only tutee of mine. PSLE is coming like really soon but i'm not too sure whether he is ready to face it or not. I wonder whether it is my fault or what. I wonder whether i had done enough. Nahh..doing enough is not enough. It's more of whether i am capable to teach or not. Shruggs~

I'm not sure whether i should feel disappointed with myself or not. But all i know is, i am really really worried for him. But..i really can't do anything more. It's too late...

Ohh. It had been only 5 sessions for the past 2 months. Yeah. There were like 8 weeks but there were only 5 sessions. Hmm..yeah. And i've never postponed or cancelled any sessions at all okay. We could have done alot of things in the 3 sessions missed sey.

Apart from all these, 5 sessions had passed but..ahh..nevermind. Haiyaa!

I really need to instill alot of patience in myself. Can't give up, just yet. Not yet, i guess. =X

Love idah.


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