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Saturday, September 5, 2009

I realised that after i lose my temper to someone, i would feel kinda down and want to cry. That is why i always refrain myself from having to lose my temper to anyone at all. I would try to cool myself down first by ignoring or avoiding the whole situation before i can sit down and talk about it again. I need the time to cool down and think carefully before i say anything. Cause i know words can kill a relationship. If you wanna know, when i'm really very angry, all sorts of unimaginable words can come out from my mouth and after that, i would cry. So that's why i always ignore. Plainly because i.don't.want.to.cry.

But today, i lost my temper to a child. Shruggs~ But hey, i tried my best to control okay. Really, i did. And i'm really feeling guilty right now that my heart aches. I feel that he really could do it but he's just plain lazy to think carefully. But maybe, he had really tried his best. So i should have tried to understand his situation. My heart really aches for not being able to help him well enough. And when Kak Yaya called, she asked me why does my voice seemed like i was going to cry.

I feel like i'm such a weakling. Am i fit enough to be a successful teacher?

Love idah.


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