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Saturday, September 26, 2009

Right at this moment, i'm feeling so bored and restless. Shruggs~

Hmm..today was a day in for me. Even though it was a total day in, i was still busy. Well, my relatives came over to my house today in the late afternoon. Guests kept coming to my house from the afternoon till evening. Haha. Just nice to leave the night for me to rest. But i guess, i'm not the type to appreciate rest that much. Only when i'm sick would you find me seriously resting on my bed.

Actually, there are alot of things running in my head at this point of time. But somehow, i just can't seem to grab any of them and let them out peacefully in this journal of mine. They are just running so aimlessly in my head. And when i try to grab one so that i can let it out, it runs even faster than i can catch it. Like as if it wants to stay there, leaving me in a state of daydreaming here and there.

Sometimes i wonder why my life has gone this way, why friendships end halfway, why do people come and go, why i let them go, why i even allow myself to wallow in pity and sadness.

But of course, i will never be able to find the answers. Maybe some things are better left unknown or unsaid.

And when i look at the mirror, i will smile at myself no matter how much i wonder what is so wrong with myself that i am always not the chosen one. And every single morning, i will motivate myself without fail that there's gotta be more to life. And i am sure that There Is More To Life cause i'm gonna make it. Make it happen. Insyaallah.

''None but ourselves can free our minds.''

-Bob Marley

Love idah.


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