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Monday, October 19, 2009

Last night was a bad night for me. But i overcame it somehow and today, i'm fine. Not perfectly fine but still fine and able to handle things the way it is. I know i'm very indecisive but at least, i'm not troubling or hurting anyone in the process.

So i welcome today with both hands and although i wasn't that prepared for a new semester, i think today is fine. I've seen what to expect. So yes, i hope i'll do my best to do a great job out of it. Remember, i'm gonna live to make the best out of myself! =D

And i had found out where i'm posted for the upcoming attachment. Hehe. Challenging school indeed. But heck, i'm gonna make my time worthwhile over there. Yes, insyaallah.

Hmm..actually when i was down last night, my mind kept thinking of someone. A really close friend of mine. I guess i was so used to finding the friend whenever i'm down or troubled till it became a habit. A bad habit. And he never failed to be there. I don't deny that i miss the friendship we had though.
I came across my friend's blog and the music video revoked the old memories. 'Aku ingin engkau selalu, hadir dan temani aku di setiap langkah yang meyakini ku, kau Tercipta Untuk ku'. Liar liar, pants on fire.
My friends, whom i'm not that close that they don't know what happened, keep updating me about the friend. Like whenever they saw the friend, they would literally contact me and tell me about it. And when they tell me about it, what am i supposed to say or react sey? Hais. Yeah, i know that in the past, whenever they see me, they will see the friend too. I just wish that i don't get any news about the friend at all anymore. I don't wanna hear or see anything about the friend from anybody, like totally. Five years, give me five years okay. Insyaallah.

Love idah.


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