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Friday, October 9, 2009

Sometimes i wonder what will happen to me if i had never started to wear my scarf.

Will i be hanyut?

Will i be a minah hip hop or minah rep or just a minah?

Will i have a string of ex-boyfriendssssssssssss?

Will i have the same set of friends i have now?

Most importantly, will i even make it to realise my dream of becoming a teacher?

At times i wonder if i didn't wear a scarf, i doubt i will be looking at guys who are short. And if you wanna know, most guys that i like or have a crush on in reality are short! -_-'' Hahahah! Don't ask me why, cause i don't know why i think that way either. Heh.

But at the end of the day, i'm grateful for who and what i am right now. I'm grateful for why i chose to be the me now. I'm grateful that everything falls into place. Most importantly, i'm grateful to be someone who wears tudung.

Cause i know i can never be the silly Siti Nur Shahidah Binte Mohamad Ismail i am right now. Allah Maha Mengetahui segala-galanya.

I don't know how queer this may sound but I Love Every Single Part About Me And My Life! =D

And tomorrow insyaallah, i'm out for Raya with my tuiton clan whom i've not met for so longg. Actually, i had two invitations for Raya outing tomorrow but i had to turn one down. Sorry though, Ihsan. See you on the 17th, perhaps? Have fun anyway. =)

Love idah.


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