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Saturday, December 5, 2009

Currently, i'm using my pinky. =) Yessa! So now, i can online till late at night again. Hahaha.

But somehow, internally, i'm not THAT happy. =( And of course, i'm not feeling miserable or depressed lah. Hahaha. I just don't feel as calm as i was. Maybe i shouldn't have re-create the mess again. Maybe i should have stick to my decision. Argh. I feel so foolish and silly right now. Boohooooooo~

I'm supposed to get excited about tomorrow's Retro birthday party. But i am not. I seriously wanna get out of this mess but something is just holding me back. How? =S

To you,
I know you would never come across here. Neither would i ever tell u this due to my huge ego. I'm seriously sorry for treating you so bad. But i just gotta be one for my own selfish sake. Enough is enough. And i don't know how many times i told you that I NEED TIME. Still, i'm sorry for being mean..

Love idah.


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