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Sunday, December 13, 2009

''I think i'll start it over where no one knows my name..''

If only it would be that easy to do so, wouldn't it be great? I wish i could start over somewhere else where no one knows my name. And no, i'm not running away from problems. I just need a break and find my serenity back. Even though i did nothing much, i don't know why but my mind is kinda drained out. It is more of emotionally drained. I would rather be physically drained, although it is kinda rare to get me to that stage. Haha. Cause i'm always up for anything! =D

Anyway, Kinah was so sweet yesterday! *winks*

Hmm..everyone has been calling me cikgu here and there. And then, i would be laughing after that. Haha! Cause it feels kinda weird for an eighteen year old to be called a teacher. Like teacher is supposed to be someone with a vast of experience and can be kinda old? Hahah! Old in a sense of not being a teenager still at least? Hahaha! Yes, i know i'm stereotyping lah. Hehe!

I know i've been waiting for the day that i will be working as one but i'm still not ready to have the title of cikgu yet. Okay. I know you don't understand. I think i'm just not ready for my friends to look at me differently, that i'm no longer the kiddish Shahidah Ismail but a Cikgu Shahidah Ismail. I mean in a way, it is nice and good. Hahaha! But..haha! I don't know why~ Hahaha! Even Khairul Azhar calls me cikgu at times. -_-''

In two weeks time, i will be sent to Cedar Girls' Secondary School for my attachment. That will the day i'm waiting for because i'm really making my whole-lifetime dream come true and also the day i'm dreading for because i will wake up at the earliest timing of my whole eighteen years. Hahahaha!

Cikgu eh? Nahh. It will be Ms Shahidah. =D And believe it, a dream can really be achieved.

Love idah.


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