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Sunday, January 3, 2010

Alot of things had happened the past few days which explained my absence here. I had also been absent from even msn and facebook! Till Khairul Azhar took care of my fishes at Fishville for me. Hahaha. Yeah. He literally gave me a message, telling me to feed my fishes who were hungry. Gila nya budak.

But one thing that i learnt from the past few days and no matter how cliche it sounds is..Life Still Goes On.

Anyway, i teared and thought alot about life eversince the loss happened. For the first time, i witnessed every single thing that happened, from the start till the end. Everytime i think about it, either teardrops would fall down my cheek or my eyes would get wet. I wish i could change to be someone much better than i am now. I wish i could learn from my past mistakes and not repeat them again in the future. I wish i have the strength to do what a real Muslimah should do. I wish i could get myself closer to Him.

But i don't know why but it has not yet sink into my mind and body. Syaitan dalam badan ini punyalah jahat! But what is the first step i can take eh?

Anyway, tomorrow is finally the dreadful first day. I'M NOT OKAY! =(

Love idah.


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