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Thursday, February 4, 2010

I'm happy today! =D

This fifth week is a good one for me. Prolly because i'm not as bored being in school as i was before. Hehe. The girls are getting warmed up with me. Meaning that i'm on talking terms with them even outside lessons. Hahaha. I know this is such a minor thing lah but i've been telling bff that i'm bored being in the school because nothing is happening in my life and everyday is a routine and i really didn't like it. But this bff of mine gave me the encouragement to be myself and make things happening. And yeah, it happens this week. =D And i know that some of you will be like...wahh so late?! Well, what do you expect? Haha. I guess i'm an uninteresting and boring person to begin with, to be attached to a serious and high disciplined school. Haha.
Anyway, how glad i am now! I have always wanted to be a friendly teacher who is able to talk with her students, ya know~ So that i won't get bored. That's also the reason why i am volunteering in 4PM kindergarten. ;)

So yes, there are a few of the girls who bring life to my days now.

Ohh. Today had set me thinking about love. I had thought it over that i want someone to be in love with me. To be in love with me is to be able to disagree with me but at the same time, respect me. To be in love with me is to care for me constantly but at the same time, giving me the freedom and space. To be in love with me is to accept my flaws but at the same time, point them out to me so that i could improve myself. To be in love with me and never to be obsessed with me. Cause i don't think i can give every single fibre of my love and commitment to the one and only him. And i doubt i'll ever love someone as much as my first love. It's time to use my mind and not my heart only.

Oh people, it's friday tomorrow! ;)

Love idah.


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